My heart is floating inside an ocean made of soft heavenly caresses. Where my sorrows consume me and become the water made up of all my love and all I give. I don’t say anything, but my emotions run deep and I’m alone feeling every vibration I give out cradled like a secret. I become so still and lifeless that I have to heal myself in the night, though I’ve heard your name called so many times today. I cry, I am true in all I give, but I am a rare beauty. Sometimes I become overwhelmed by my heart that I have to enclose it to not share it all. It can feel and know every part of you, but I keep myself silent. I know that in this lifetime I will always nourish myself with my flower heart. I’m waiting to become an angel, one pure with the earth. I am a healer, and I have to be embraced by the most purest being. Sometimes I feel him tightly holding me and my smile becomes sweet as the sun, my eyes glimmering in the sky.
I was reading more in depth shit about my Venus in 12th house and damn it’s a little scary????? Bc I have a tendency to want to fix others so I get myself into these shitty relationships (which is so accurate I could die) like um don’t talk to me if you are an addict/victim/emotional manipulator/afraid of commitment/unhealthy needy lover ok? Lol but really you could really get me in trouble and I don’t need that bc I’m already a lil fucked up in the first place
I love you but pls don’t let me try to fix you
Did I dream you dreamed about me?
Were you here when I was full sail?
Now my foolish boat is leaning
Broken lovelorn on your rocks
this song makes me think of Venus in the 12th house people- wistful and ethereal in their hidden depth, longing for a love that they didn’t fulfill in a past life- maybe it was impossible to be together with that person back then, and in this life a very important purpose for them is to reunite with this soul from their past. they might meet them in dreams, or be easily deluded in their relationships, believing that they found their soulmate in the form of someone who is, perhaps, just a lesson. they feel like something is missing; they’re waiting to feel complete again.
venus in the 12th is never having had a healthy relationship before :)
I hAve Venus in the 12th and I def feel like no one can ever love me as deeply as i fantasize. Sometimes I don't believe anyone can actually truely love me at all. I'm so glad I realized this and I'm working on it.
You just need to learn how to set boundaries. Don’t let any creeps or freaks take advantage of you, don’t sacrifice for a relationship that has no chances to work out, and never ever be with someone who makes you feel worthless (but that’s obvious, isn’t it).
It’s great that you’re working on your self-improvement. Someday you’ll find someone truly deserving of your love.
weave peace and chaos tightly enough into each other & it might convince the wearer that you need one to accomplish the other.
diablo…..
more than anything I think I just want the ability to split off into 2 bodies so I can physically meet myself, hold myself, soothe myself, hold my own hand, sit me down and have those difficult conversations I’m too afraid to have with myself because when it’s in my head it feels too private, too alone, too *mine*. there’s something about sharing ur inner shit with another physical being/soul that feels much more healing than trying to work it all out amongst urself in your own head. I’ve come to fear my internal world and that notion itself also scares me. I can get so lost. It bothers me on a deeper level than it should that I’m not able to exist in this way because I want to be able to bring myself out of those dark moments that last for hours or days; I want to help heal myself (as myself) and not pour my traumas into other people. I love me so much and I could be better at loving me but trying to resolve/learn from/heal from traumas solely from inside me feels scary and too solitary.
Air moon culture?
Air moon culture is thought, it is thinking until we over think, until we are paranoid, restless and depressed.
Air moon culture is having bad trust issues, but pushing pass those trust issues so desperately because we want to trust, that we end up putting all our cards on the table to be read
Air moon culture is trying to fix ourselves, and realising that the only way to do it, is to communicate, but when we do, we get shut down, and told to fucking relax, and making people mad, because the only way to stop over thinking, to stop being paranoid, and to make it easier for everyone, is to tell our concerns.
Air moon culture is pain, because our soul is tied to others, to friends, lovers and the community, it is our duty to listen to those that speak, but in turn, be denied or shunned on our right to speak our own truth, to speak our own health, our own feelings, denied to create our own path to healing, even though everyone requires it from us
Blue Moon- Full Moon, Super moon- Eclipse 31st January 2018 What to do!
This Crazy Moon will take place on Jan 31st 2018. If you have no idea what to do to embrace every ounce of magical energy from it, this post is for you!
- CHARGE YOUR CRYSTALS if there was 1 perfect night of the year to charge your crystals in the moon light, this is it! I would recommend cleansing them of any other energies first, by individually running them under cold water to prepare them for the super charge they are about to take on. Once they are cleansed leave them out in the moonlight to soak up all that super energy.
- CHARGE YOUR TAROT/ORACLE DECK same rule applies here, cleanse your deck and charge it in the moonlight, just make sure they cant get wet by maybe leaving them outside in a plastic or glass container, or just sit them inside by a window. This charging goes for anything at all you want to charge, be it a bottle of water, jewellery, clothing, literally anything.
- GIVE OFFERING TO THE FAE OR YOUR DEITIES there is no doubt this night will be a fully charged magical event, and you can bet that the magical others will be at their peak as well, give them offerings as celebration of this magical event
- MEDITATE IN THE MOON LIGHT I could not live with myself if I did not do this, seriously do it, have a cleansing bath or shower to wash away all your negativity and thoughts you do not need to carry with you, get a picnic blanket, a blanket to wrap around yourself or warm clothes, bug repellant and a candle and meditate outside in that sweet super charged moon light.
- DANCE in the moonlight. Put on your favourite tunes, and just dance in the moonlight, naked if you want! Light a bon fire and dance around it, get all 18th century witch. Embrace the moon to its fullest. My playlist will consist of the Beatles, the doors, fever ray and Grimes. I will not be naked however.
- THROW A SHINDIG invite your pals over and create an outdoor sitting space on a picnic rug, or chairs around a bon fire, listen to tunes, light candles, drink tea and stargaze with your friends or family.
- WRITE DOWN YOUR GOALS this special moon will empower you, write down your goals while you are feeling enhanced and place them in the moonlight to charge and reinforce them. When the night is through, place them on your altar or carry them around with you, they will have an extra magical boost, just keep reinforcing them.
- WATCH THE MOON RISE watch this amazing moon rise, preferably by the ocean if you can, write down the thoughts and feelings that come to you during this time, write poetry about the moon, think about how amazing the moon and earth is and how lucky we are to have it. Collect shells or rocks or twigs while your at it.
I hope everyone has a great experience with the super blue wolf moon! 🌕🌌🌛🔮
I’m mature enough to admit that I’m the reason for some failed friendships/relationships. I apologize
Venus in the twelfth house is perhaps the second most secretive with relationships. They may prefer to stay in with a partner and have alone time, rather than go on big fancy dates. I see these people as the kind of people who very much want a prince or princess. They see the perfect relationship as one where one partner is saving, and the other is being saved. They want a savior in romance. These natives also love isolation. They do a lot of things when they are isolated. They may find a lot of healing or a reason to heal someone else through a relationship.
big on romance
no real definite boundaries between your needs and your partner’s needs
get hurt in love easily
feel used quite a lot
can be attracted to anyone and everyone
like quirky or unusual people
people may mistake their compassion for weakness
openly affectionate and trusting
may feel like their love isn’t appreciated
may have secret affairs
may want somebody who is unavailable to you
want a giving partner
need somebody who is also sensitive
mysterious
keep romantic needs hidden
want a soulmate
can be hard for you to open up
may have to sacrifice something in order to be with the one you want
don’t want to show too much affection for a partner in public
drawn to unusual or challenging partnerships
Tonight while doing my nightly ritual of hugging my mom goodnight, and saying I love you before she goes to bed, she asked me (which she’s playfully done for years) why it is I love her and it’s always annoyed me but my answer has always been, “because you’re my mom” and I swear I never thought about how vague that statement sounds.. even though I know the magnitude in which I say the word Mom. It hit me and so before she turned around to walk to her room, I actually told her why I loved her and I gave her examples and she smiled so big like she was satisfied and pleased with my answer and I wonder if she’s been waiting years to hear me just outright say those things.